29th April 2015 Lazy Day

Today quite lazy as playing game whole day but in monster strike i manage to get invitation and new striker bonus and also getting new card Arthur to make my team more powerful.

Surprisingly , my friend rina in wechat reply us in our group. Yesterday , i just play truth or dare game with cendol and the condition is voting rina gonna reply us till saturday or not. Really funny , rina just reply in the next morning..haha...I win le, Time for truth or dare le..xD

Later evening just go to fecca to take movie but still tempt by friend playing dota 2, even i lose 3 match but last match win with Ogre Magi 18 kill solo mid with storm LOL!! Play till 12 pm , and come back watch Walking Season 5 !! Woohoo, so nice to watch..

25 April 2015 Dota Dream

Today i dreaming about playing dota 2 in game and keep winning . So funny is that after woke up , i din't feel like want to play dota 2 anymore. Its maybe i have lose interest in dota 2. Some how I try to play few matches later but dont have the drive to continue anymore.

26 27 28 April 2015

Both 26 and 27 april , i spend most of the time playing Monster Strike, really damn nice to play but since i get not so good monster , so i keep re roll other virtual android account to get better monster.

28 April
Today sleep at 4 am and wake up at 9 am to start study, quite lazy but manage to study most of the important topic. The exam today is ethics which the question is unexpected and i just do all without thinking right or wrong . Overall , i just predict will pass only and not getting any good grade.

23 24 April 2015 Monster Strike

These two days , i just find a new game name monster strike, its quite fun and i even forget all my daily chores..Quite Attractive==
Here the games.

Monster Strike

Its same as my current tower of saviors game but this game gain 1 stamina per 3 minute instead of 10 minute like Tower of saviors, the games is quite tempting as u keep pull your monster and watch its like pinball bounce to monster and win the game.

22 April 2015

Today wake up at 3 am and still dreaming @@ , i still can browse facebook for a while before start memorize the all legendary 12 chapter with massive 60+ slide and each slide contain mostly important notes. First time ever i need to memorize whole 12 chapter in less than 5 hours , i din't manage to keep up.
In 8 am , feel hungry and no choice go withdraw money and have a chee cheong fun as break fast.
9 am , start of my exam,  the exam seem easy but my brain seem cannot recall all the thing i have memorize. At last , dint manage to answer 2 marks .
Come back straight sleep till 5 pm and have a weird dream. Dream that so clear and make me sketch.
Not so geng de sketch but can la....:)

this dream feel like real , first is i like sitting in a bus watching 2 people set up a rod and ready to launch rocket while guessing where the rocket come from.
Then i encounter a like shopping display which got arms for me to purchase and also book .
Then i like arrive at my old school which i stand middle of toilet ,staircase , classroom/asrama, then got water droplet like rain cause i think i heard in reality got water drop sound therefore appear as one  thing in my dream@@

Still got 2 exam to go, and a blog to update plus learning new thing from internet article, Improvements of my life is sets to 90 days.

20th April 2015 Monday , 21th April 2015 Tuesday

Monday , same day same time during 10 am wake and keep study e-commerce for Wednesday exam but no drive to study and spend one day study lecture 1 only. Seem very weird as no mood to study further, today go each a cup and meet my long forgotten lecture who teach me critical thinking. He just open a training center which teach about communication skill. I interest but the price maybe will shock me==.

Tuesday, finally the doom day come which i need to study all chapter in one day for Wednesday exam. So i start study only whole day and as usual going out with friend but i got same old habit that keep stand on my argument. Today dint sleep well , so i plan to sleep at 11 pm and wake up at 2 am for study for exam .

18th April 2015 Saturday, 19th April 2014 Sunday

Day after day, my heart recovering so fast that i almost feel not so attracted to the feeling anymore. Everything seem back to normal. Saturday , i have a heated argument about life with friends which our opinion is different from each other.

Sunday, does not do much , wake up , play tos and just fall nap in evening. Today rain so its nice to sleep. Today , my friend cendol ask me whether which course i can recommend for her to study during degree. I don't know where i can find those information so i just google its for answer " leo recommend job" and the job mostly is about public relation or giving talk. I very curious that her teacher or peer is telling them to join colleague without spm certificate. Today just all max my Pisces card in Tos.

17th April 2015 Recovering Day

I have been gradually recovering from that feeling .Its seem that maybe havent gone me in that deep of my heart. Each time i heard this song , its makes me remember the time she sing for me.

Anyway, i can just keep its as memory, today surprisingly i just clean my home .Tadaa!! Very clean right? haha , praising myself. Its been too long since i clean its last time
 

 I found my ex-girlfriend key chain during the cleaning. I thought i already forget, but when i saw the key chain, its made me remember that time we first bought this key chain. Here the key chains.Seem like key blade in Kingdom Heart which which can be cross into another key chain which my ex-gf hold which is heart shape. And then this glass bottle of star is my first hand made present  for my birthday given by my ex-gf.

I dint thk i just stop playing dota 2 , its been 3 days since i play dota 2. Ya , its good idea to leave this bad habit of playing dota 2. 

16 April 2015 Thursday: Today Fail Day

I start to blog again cause i want use this blog as my diary, milestone of my life.
Life is too short to be wasted every second. I want to keep track of what have i become.

I just finish my datawarehouse assignment presentation and now prepare for exam soon.

Today i just made a confession to a girl which i recently realize i like her
Maybe i am stupid, stubborn and like a girl who won't like me back.
 Today i just confess to her cause she say will not online for a period of time but get straight reject to my face.
 I feel something that dint feel before this, a feeling that my heart feel want burst out like finding someone to keep my brain busy
Maybe i am just a person who are overconfident in anything.

love shows itself more in adversity than prosperity
as light does ,which shines most where the place is darkest

by Leonardo da Vinci

quote which remind me that love may sad more than happy to me. I hope there is light in future.

Well, this evening still got someone join my tos guild and keep ask for account , if few years back, i sure scold him dao he quit my fb group. Really damn annoying person

Looking back to my past post , i realize i have change a lot , i was not the happy person i used to be. Time seem change me but i feel this change does not give me any happiness